Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 2:45 PM
A rather "meaningful" day...went sino and yea...did hoou4kong1 all the way...throughout the whole lesson,sort of got the feeling, can do already...but not so soon. Shall wait patiently?Well anw...sometimes i wonder if i can get rid of my emotions and be a 'cold' guy or person, so to say..but yea. ppl have feelings and emotions and whatsoever, yet sometimes i find that these feelings are being trampled upon...? so why should we have so much....."sufferings" or whatever it's called. the world changes,society changes...practically EVERYTHING changes...emotions...feelings...everyone grows up, walk their own path of life. In the event they meet ppl called "friends", whereby these ppl are sometimes the crucial and one of the reasons why we are able to go on. At least i think it as that way, and of cuz it happens to me. One of the most impt person to me went into some distant place, where i can seldom or never meet him again. This made me emo and sad and bla for weeks,months even..so i doubt i can handle anymore of these kinda feelings..sometimes it juz suck to have the feeling of knowing that "friend" of urs and talking to him/her,but never get to see that person,when we were once close friends and everything? Ha..."meaningful" day indeed....and it takes away my motivations or the lack of mental strength to strive on..i wonder, am i able to supress my emotions or best get rid of it? so to not affect my studies, and most importantly,not to let me suffer when there is no point to it...? i can't find an answer, at a lost now...yucks...if u ppl are able to answer me...or is my tagboard there for show and dead like i am? maybe if there's a jutsu whereby i can get rid of my emotions? or should i consult gaara or sai? nvm...maybe 许医生 can help me? can it be free of charge??? dun be so mean to me dude...haha...Ok nth else...byeeAre memories meant to be with us for eternity, or for us to forget after a long period of time?
