Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 2:45 PM
A rather "meaningful" day...went sino and yea...did hoou4kong1 all the way...throughout the whole lesson,sort of got the feeling, can do already...but not so soon. Shall wait patiently?Well anw...sometimes i wonder if i can get rid of my emotions and be a 'cold' guy or person, so to say..but yea. ppl have feelings and emotions and whatsoever, yet sometimes i find that these feelings are being trampled upon...? so why should we have so much....."sufferings" or whatever it's called. the world changes,society changes...practically EVERYTHING changes...emotions...feelings...everyone grows up, walk their own path of life. In the event they meet ppl called "friends", whereby these ppl are sometimes the crucial and one of the reasons why we are able to go on. At least i think it as that way, and of cuz it happens to me. One of the most impt person to me went into some distant place, where i can seldom or never meet him again. This made me emo and sad and bla for weeks,months even..so i doubt i can handle anymore of these kinda feelings..sometimes it juz suck to have the feeling of knowing that "friend" of urs and talking to him/her,but never get to see that person,when we were once close friends and everything? Ha..."meaningful" day indeed....and it takes away my motivations or the lack of mental strength to strive on..i wonder, am i able to supress my emotions or best get rid of it? so to not affect my studies, and most importantly,not to let me suffer when there is no point to it...? i can't find an answer, at a lost now...yucks...if u ppl are able to answer me...or is my tagboard there for show and dead like i am? maybe if there's a jutsu whereby i can get rid of my emotions? or should i consult gaara or sai? nvm...maybe 许医生 can help me? can it be free of charge??? dun be so mean to me dude...haha...Ok nth else...byeeAre memories meant to be with us for eternity, or for us to forget after a long period of time?
Monday, January 21, 2008 @ 10:42 PM
Well well....hello hello....shall post since yall keep asking me to update yea? I really got nth much to post abt, so maybe shall share with yall this retarded dream i had yst night? yea....dun laugh ur ass off ppl =X
First and foremost.....character intro: i was myself, and the story's narrator, so yea...two roles? HAAHA. Next up, this imaginary and virtual girlfriend i have 'GF' for short, next there's this monsterous-being, which identity is much unknown, i name it....IT. Then there's this pet arnd IT....so we call the pet...IT's pet....ok....shall start( dun mind the grammar errors, as it's meant to be this way...?)
One find day....i walk into the lift with my GF, we come back from school,walk together...when we go into the lift...there is two people. But my 'SHARINGAN' saw through their disguys. I acted as if nothing happen, i held GF's hand....then the two MONSTERS which i detected...in the disguys as human...kisses each other...OMG!!! ahhhhh....then me and GF feel very not easy, i accidentally touch the monster-girl's(IT's pet) hand....then the guy(IT) is veryveryvery the angry at me! he kicked me, on my butt!!! OHH!!! VERY tERRIBLE!!! It's my BUTT!!!! AHHHH...OH MY GOD!!!!!! Then i very piss at him...so i urine on IT....then IT turned into a MONSTER!!! their real disguys!!!!! GF is very scared...i hold her hand and say "dun be afraid, i not scared these monsters.....i have the POWER OF HOLYNESS....she look at me with suprising eyes....i feel damn happy....then when i look at GF, IT very jian4 he use it's magical dark power to attack my GF....i shelter her, take the attack for her....then i fainted. GF very smart, she fake die...then IT and IT's pet very happy and screamed like ah beng and ah lian...." YAAHHHAAA....YEEEEEEHHHHHHHEEEEEE.....WOOOOOOO~~" Then they walk out of the lift....a few minutes later, GF wake me up, i very angry....cuz they make dirty GF's clothes....i make it for her...as bdae present...it's a transparent clothing...with strings around it...then i very angry...i shouted " GIVE ME THE POWER!!!!" Then my HOLY SWORD....weapon of all holiness appear....in my hand.....
I rush out of the lift....then GF and i see IT and IT'spet as a disguys again....walking into a hotel....naughtynaughty...dno wad they gg to do.....but i dun care, they make dirty my GF clothes....i gg to kill them!!!! i rush and jump 1000000000000000000000000 KM into the sky...i see the bird and i sais hello to it....the bird never reply....but nvm, i very genaruss de....i let it go, somemore say BYEBYE....the bird said "squeak" i damn happy....boosted my power, then i chiong down from haven.....then lightnings came down together with me....then i strike IT and IT's pet.....off a cliff that my lightning friend made....they fell and fell and fell....all the way....into the endless bottomless pit....and they lived together for eternity...everytime together....can do alot of things together...btw...the cliff....was then named as " FUBUTT CLIFF" cuz when IT dropped....there was this red colour thing....flew down with IT...but there is remains of the red colour thing...maybe is IT'spet give IT one....i dun care....anwwww....the red colour thing have a word...in monster language- iesfuioasdjifouer- but ppl decode it....and called it FU...then the red thing alot of ppl say look like a butt...so it is called the fubutt, and the cliff where IT and IT's pet drop down....is named "FUBUTT CLIFF"
Now...i am living happily with GF....then got children, but we nv tell the secret of me....no1 else know that i have the POWER!!! only GF and i knows....so we keep this secret together....forever....( AND WE LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!)
THE END
now....wad did i say??? retarded dream yea? HAAHAHAAA
